February 24, 2001

• We finally got a monitor that doesn't create a yellowish tinge on all of the pictures.  Needless to say, it means that I HAD to change my colours. 

  
  

  Agoraphobia - the fear of open spaces.  What a stupid description of the fear.  It isn't a fear of open spaces, it is a fear of leaving the house, a fear of social intereaction and reaction.  It is a fear that becomes very consuming.  going outside isn't the problem.  But going further than that is.  Yesterday was one of the days when I had to.  I did it, and I survived, but the thought of leaving again today are just as anxiety provoking as they were yesterday. <sigh>

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